BTW...

I don't really know who reads my blog, I've tried to only give it out to people I am close to and trust but things get around so...when I write, I like to think that those who are reading it know me, because sometimes I get personal, you know, sometimes I vent or get kinda sappy or get all church lady. And believe it or not, sometimes I hesitate before pushing the "publish post...so that everyone can see the ugly" button. Sometimes I may come across as too over the top or too whiny, but it's just where I am at the moment. I wanted something that could chronicle my real life, not the life that I had been sticking into perfect scrapbooks with cute little store-bought die-cuts. That life really doesn't exist, and who cares about perfection anyway. That's boring. I never kept a diary because I always knew, inevitably, it would fall into the wrong hands, and my life would be over. I would have to live under a rock. And really, I do keep a "not by chance" journal, (that I share VERY infrequently) so that I can remember all the ways that my life has been steered by the One who loves me and gave Himself up for me. (See what I mean, there I go again with the over the top stuff) So, if in my ramblings, I say something that strikes you the wrong way, I don't really know who I'm talking to, so in the very least, I would rather not know about it, and at the very most, just don't read it. 'Cause it ain't easy being green..or translucent...or transparent...or whatever...you know what I mean...I hope.